First Blog Post 2015

Dear Blog,

I can't believe it----well maybe I can. Such a long time, since I last visited and penned down my thoughts, on this blog.

Initially wanted to find a space to rant again, the little rebel inside of me is screaming and raging at the world. Yes, you got it right. I'm pissed. More than pissed. And I thought I'm gonna write (or type)  my heart out into this little space.

So I came, and read through my blog posts. Haha. Seemed like the year 2014 Michele is a different creature from the current Michele right now.
Where has that Michele gone? It seems like the Michele then is much more mature, more composed, more trusting.

Sigh.

Ok, maybe it's because I'm just feeling angry, pissed off, volcanoic ( root word : volcano ).
Anyway, I got lazy at typing the whole story out, I'm just gonna sign off and watch a drama or so on Youtube.
And hopefully, wake up tomorrow to a better day.

A Rant

*shakes fist at whoever came out with the idea of a subject called 'Public Law'
Really can cry blood one.
Ok, instead of being disappointed that aku baca tapi tarak paham, aku rasa marah pulak.
Really lo..play the blame game.BLAME THE PUBLIC LAW.THE SUBJECT ITSELF.
Okay la, I'm also quite clear that the law itself is innocent.
Just that I totally don't understand why should I learn it, I DONT WANNA LEARN PUBLIC LAW LA.
NOT FUN; NOT INTERESTING EVEN.

I imagine this:
*takes public law textbook and fly it out of the window.
Or, *happily donates it to people in need of a public law book.
Woah.Kill two bird with one stone.Can do charity work lagi.


Ok.I'm done with the rant.*smiles*
I can face the world again.The bright new day awaits for me.
*assures self*
Michele, YOU CAN DO IT!

Be Still

Too many issues going on in my head.

Listening to 'Still by Hillsong'.

God says, Be still and know that I am God. =)

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still, know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still, know You are God

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hillsong_united/

The Youth

Dear God, I need Your strength on this.
The burden is like so heavy.
I feel like I'm taking up all things, everything just rains down upon me.
I want the change, I want You to be the center of my youth.
But things seems tough, I can't do it alone.
So teach me, help me.I need You.Desperately.
When I feel tired, lift me, tuck me under Your wings.
And I will soar high above like the eagle.

Thank you, Father.
For this opportunity to train my patience, and to see others through Your eyes of love.
Thank you for the trials in my life that will make me stronger and grow closer and nearer to You.
Help to remember You are always beside me.
I thank You for already doing that in my life.

Helpless

I just feel frustrated.
This emotion, of feeling like 'I just wanna lie down and do nothing' is bugging me again.
Of course, I've never really done it.
Life will just have to go on right?


But today is another one of those days, where I feel like sleeping through it.
Of course, the flu and the never ending running nose has got a part to play in it too.
It just adds on to the 'ARGHHHHH!'*scream* feeling,you know.
You just feel like screaming your hearts out!
And just let everything go.







Sigh.I know too well.
All the 'to-do'.It's just I can't do it, really.I can't do it, now.
*ahhhhhhhhh!*